I have prescriptions ready and waiting to be picked up. There is often a long wait at the pharmacy. I have to be there before long, or I will run out of some meds this weekend. It is hard to make myself go out. I'm trying to think of what I could find to look forward to in getting dressed and getting in the car and going to get the meds.

Well, one of them makes me feel improved pretty quickly - so, if I go and get it, then I can come back and take it - and, maybe, feel better. Also, while I am out, maybe I could stop and walk around somewhere. (Not too interested in that.) Well, first reason is pretty good.

I'm posting my thoughts on this to see if that helps me to get going. So very, very hard to move.

I will put on some clothes. If I do it, I can come back and go to bed, if I want. Yes, I am talking to myself . . . trying to cajole myself into taking care of myself, and finding it so difficult to care.