^To be honest I hadn't considered it until being rejected for work experience. I need to overcome my anxiety about sitting in a group of people that I don't know and having to speak and be part of a group. To be honest I think that I will do this. Although, it sounds stupied but at the moment I am feeling really down and have developed a headache about being shunned; I was looking forward to it so much. I need to get over that first because thinking about a course on top of that is making me feel worse.

I wish I wasn't an anxious person