Since getting out of the hospital, I have been in and out of immobilizing depression. I am spending way too much time on the computer, but it seems to make me feel less alone.

I don't expect anyone to find the state of my mind all that fascinating. I don't. May I re-express my gratitude for any feedback that is put here.

Possibly, I'm disturbed - anticipating going to a job assignment on Monday. Maybe, I'll come home Monday and be able to say: "Hey, it went okay, and I'm over the initial fear."

Meanwhile, I'm brooding over this, that, and the other thing.

I sent a gift and didn't hear if it was received. In this day and age, when it only takes a few seconds to send an email saying that something sent was received, I am reading something more than just negligence in not hearing from the recipient. Am I being small minded?