I totally understand.
i really dislike only 50 minutes. even 90 minute sessions feel too short to me but, sometimes I wonder if they do it that way for the benefit of the therapist... Therapists have to be a certain way for an alloted amount of time. I wonder if they spent a continuous amount of time with the same client if that would drain them. of course, I also know this depends on who the client is... but, yeah. i get you! it's so hard to leave... i feel so overwhelmed leaving the office after my time. :/ Hope this gets better for you.
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--- A bird doesn't sing because it has all the answers, it sings because it has a song.
Maya Angelou.
so sing. Jazz, sing. --jazzy123456
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