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Originally Posted by retro_chic
So I had my second session with new T today and I sat there like a mute the whole time. Why can't I talk when I get in there? I wanted to tell her all these things but didn't say any of them. I think I will have to write her a letter and have her read it during our next session. I need to tell her about the self harm and distorted body image. I can't keep wasting my time and money like this  |
i'm sorry you're having a hard time. i promise it will get better though. you've only seen your t twice, which is hardly long enough to be comfortable and trusting (in my opinion). i've been with my t for almost a year now, and i still struggle to talk every single week! sometimes i do the mute thing too. be assured, it comes and goes... it won't be like this forever.