Ohh I so get this-I too have severe abandonment issues-and even though I know on the weekends he is spending time with his family, and I know on Sundays he always go to church and has a dinner with his extended family...on the weekends I know that he doesn't check his email...actually today I sent him an email that he probably won't get until Monday and that sends me into a panic...I *irrationally* think that he is annoyed with me and he won't get back to me...and I hate that I don't have the option of calling or connecting at all with him on weekends...I had a session with him on a Saturday once and it was amazing...woah I had never thought about this before....interesting