stay safe sweet kiya. im really glad youve found some help during this time. i think it was an amazingly courageous step when you moved out of home away from damaging family and continue to manage your life in your new place. you could always have a think about ways you grew during your time with t. not to please any agenda she may have had, but to show self that your work is paying off. take gentle care of you during this period kiya.