Well... can we agree to disagree on religion?
I am truly sorry you feel punished by God for anything good.
I am truly sorry you feel punished by anyone for doing good, kind deeds.
I am glad you are still inspired to do good & you say you have a conscience.
Try not to feed into the supernatural force, negative, toxic happenings of life.
Because... if you feed & water a plant, it will grow. See the comparison?
Then again, if you over or under water/fertilize a plant, it may die. That is a human error, nothing to do with religion or super natural forces.
May seem like a silly comparison, just the best I could think of without getting too deep into religion & getting deleted & warned.
Really wish you the best, don't give up.
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