Hey KTY987, I totally feel for you. I am so sorry for what is happening in your life right now. I have to tell you, not very long ago I was in your spot. My dad was very controlling and "his way or no way" as you say. I had the hardest time in my child through teen years, my dad would always verbally abuse my mother and had very uncontrollable anger problems. I understand how hard this is for you. I don't know how to word what I'm trying to say, I'm sorry I just want to help. Don't kill yourself. Don't let this bring out the worst in you, you should try to escape the situation if you have to. I bet you are a intelligent person, there has to be a way to solve this. Things will get better. If you ever feel the need to talk whats on your mind and get your feelings out, I'm here, you can leave me a message and I will listen.