I would say.. all the time. Everytime I get out of session, I'm confused. I can't seem to remember clearly what happened and what he told be, etc. And I'm not relieve when t takes a week off but everytime, it was really good for me at the end to have a break to all this emotionnal stuff going on in there.

And oh, human mind! Can make us think anything! I have no doubt your t still want to work with you; why would he offer you twice a week, add that he doesn't do it normally! I talk about my oh so human mind before in another post... I explained that, once, my t told me that I didn't need him to live, that he had no doubt I could easily live by myself and be happy (he was answering to me telling him I felt dependant on him). I felt good at first but by the time I got home, I was sure it meant he wanted to terminate me and that he didn't enjoy working with me... Your t suggested a lot of stuff, includind seeing someone else because he really care about you; he wants to make sure you can think about EVERY options available, which is great.

I hope you feel less confused soon!
take care
faith