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Originally Posted by FourRedheads
Hi everyone. I'm here most days, but find it very difficult to post. It's safer somehow to be silent. Sorry I'm not supportive.
Anyway. Things are difficult right now. I have a strong feeling/need to connect with T between sessions. Like I am not able to hold on to that connection for a week. I worry she is angry with me, doesn't like me. So I need to call to hear her voice and know that she is there and it's okay. I've called once between sessions several times and she seems okay with this. She has told me I can call. Why is this so hard? I can't keep her in my head. Ugh...I feel like a big loser. She must hate me. Thanks for listening.
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Hello Four...don't worry about being quiet, it took a while for me to post also. If your T has said you can call her, call!! I have had the same issues with not being able to hold on to the connection. In fact, this week is the first week I have been able to hold on to it (so far) and I can't tell you how I'm doing it. It just is.
Let me reassure you. You are not a loser. T doesn't hate you. She wouldn't offer to let you call if she did not want you to do so.
