All the time-it is worrying me too.

I think I have become too dependent- like I would freak out, if he told me he cant/wont see me anymore.
When I was a child I promise myself never ever to be dependent on someone again. So I really don't know how it came to this and where to go from here.
I am afraid he is going to abuse this power... Yeah I'm starting to freak out, sorry, Ill better go...