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Originally Posted by anilam
All the time-it is worrying me too.
I think I have become too dependent- like I would freak out, if he told me he cant/wont see me anymore.
When I was a child I promise myself never ever to be dependent on someone again. So I really don't know how it came to this and where to go from here.
I am afraid he is going to abuse this power... Yeah I'm starting to freak out, sorry, Ill better go...
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Maybe it is because that is what our previous experience has been, which is why it is so scarey - I had experience of a number of people taking advantage of me trusting them and maybe for me this is why not only is T there, but it doesn't feel comfortable.
I think for me, somehow I need to take a risk and let it happen - hugs to you anilam - Soup
