You may not be able to take this in right now, but your parents will NEVER get over your suicide. Friends and family will feel confused and guilty. I have been suicidal, very suicidal before but I got the right help - therapy and medication. I also had a family member who killed himself and it changed our lives forever and not for the better. You may think it is a good option but you will hurt people for the rest of their lives. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. You definitely have a problem that needs to be addressed now. This is not a criticism. This is an observation. If my daughter killed herself I would not be able to go on with my life. You have choices. Exercise them and get help today. By the way, life does get better, a lot better. Start making a bucket list of all the things you want to do before you die and then keep adding to the list. You'll probably never be able to get through your list but you will have some amazing stories to tell others. Take care and let us know how you are doing with getting help. We'd like to hear from you-
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