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Old Feb 04, 2012, 05:23 PM
skycastle skycastle is offline
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I am having similiar issues, I think! My therapist told me I could call if I was having problems with some new exercises she gave me over the weekend. WELLLL... I'm having issues but I'm not sure how helpful it would be to talk to her about them or what she would say. I'm really sensitive and don't want to call if it means I'm going to feel rejected. Also, I really want to connect with her too and I'm worried I'm just making things up so that I can talk to her. Sigh. That's supposed to be HER job to figure out!

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Hi everyone. I'm here most days, but find it very difficult to post. It's safer somehow to be silent. Sorry I'm not supportive.

Anyway. Things are difficult right now. I have a strong feeling/need to connect with T between sessions. Like I am not able to hold on to that connection for a week. I worry she is angry with me, doesn't like me. So I need to call to hear her voice and know that she is there and it's okay. I've called once between sessions several times and she seems okay with this. She has told me I can call. Why is this so hard? I can't keep her in my head. Ugh...I feel like a big loser. She must hate me. Thanks for listening.