Hello uguys and welcome to PC. I have only been here a few days myself but have found quite a few very understanding and helpful people. Can't really say yes or no to what you might be going through but a lot of what you said sounds like me, I suffer from chronic depression and a few other situational things. As Rohag said tho you can only truly get the right answers for you from a therapist, is there anyone you can talk to.....Hugz being sent.
Nams