I havent eaten properly in nearly a month, I know why, I know I can't do anything about it. but I still wan't to sort it out..
When i say not eating properly, its not regualr, its more than enough ( I think) but most people would probably tell me i'm not having enough

I hate the thought of someone else knowing better, and wanting me to change, but.. I'm starting to really feel it now. I don't have any energy, I have headaches. i get so exhausted just from walking up some stairs..
But i can't stop..