I wasn't quite sure where to put this, I think here is the most appropriate place..

As of late.. I've been feeling worse and worse about myself. My self esteem has dropepd through the floor, my feleings for myself have turned to more hate and anger.

Above all, I just feel like a useless person. I don't feel like i contribute anything useful to anyone. I wake up in the mornings and want to fall back into unconciousness. I see people with smiles and wish I could have what they have, but i know i'm not strong enough to be like that.
I look at myself and tell myself to be happy but I know i don't deserve it.