I am refering to what you said in first post... "heavily medicated". Which in same cases can be countraproductive, because.... well, you don't feel the positive either and you cannot process the negatives to rid of them... you complained about this yourself. "chuck meds on you".

So I kinda thought, you yourself see it as a bit of problem.

Look, I had loses too. I was trying to be helpful, was trying to give you hope.

Whatever, continue with that you are doing if you think it's for something... I think everybody has chance, I have seen people with heavy losses to be able to live good lifes when they found their "something".


And I apologize for saying something. I thought you wanted opinions when you posted.