Thanks guys. I am really really trying to stick to my ONE email a day thing. I told him in todays email that I am struggling to keeps the connection in my head. Hopefully he will adress it tomorrow. I feel REALLY bad saying anything though. I mean I see him twice a week and email him daily already. He will reply if I am in distress or if I ask for it. I just can't keep the connection for more than two days, before I completely forget him, and convince myself he has given up on me. When in reality nothing even happened.