I am really missing my T right now. I only saw her every other week in January because I have been really sick. I feel stupid for missing my T. I really just want to call her and tell her I miss her. I feel like I should be able to deal with this on my own. I feel like when I'm feeling lonely I should have other people to miss, but right now I don't. I don't feel like I should miss my T when I'm feeling lonely. Why is my life so screwed up?