My story is kinda the same as everyone else. I went through episodes of severe depression and every once in a while I would snap out of it and be in what I thought was just a really good mood. I started to pay attention to stuff when my best friend told me she couldn't take me snapping anymore. Apparently I was getting worse. I would just snap at someone for no reason at all and wouldn't realize what I did until I saw the repercussions of what I said and then it would hit me. I screwed a lot of things up and got very very depressed and went to get treated for depression and once my T talked to me for a few weeks she sent me to my pdoc and he diagnosed me with BPII. I don't think I have fully accepted it yet cuz its only been a month, but I really should cuz it all makes sense.
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"Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing"
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