I understand, googley. I always miss my T!! A lot! I don't think it means that you are so screwed up just because when you are lonely, you miss your T. When I'm sick or lonely, or scared, the first person I think of is my T! She's so nice, safe, comforting, and the list goes on and on.........

Do you know if it's all right to call her to tell her you miss her? Maybe if you have permission to do it, you'll feel better about calling.

I'm sorry you've been so sick. I hope you're feeling all better now.