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Originally Posted by googley
I am really missing my T right now. I only saw her every other week in January because I have been really sick. I feel stupid for missing my T. I really just want to call her and tell her I miss her. I feel like I should be able to deal with this on my own. I feel like when I'm feeling lonely I should have other people to miss, but right now I don't. I don't feel like I should miss my T when I'm feeling lonely. Why is my life so screwed up?
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I know that it's hard...You can either accept that you feel this way and be with it or fight it. The latter is a lot harder and makes it more difficult to address/accept, either in therapy or on your own.
Evidence that you're not alone:
Email at 1:56pm- i just want to go to bed and for tomorrow to come as ... it's closer to being able to see you. i had this anxiety dream this morning that i was a) running late for an appt, b) someone else was driving, and c) we couldn't find your office. then i found it and i just cried and cried and you hugged me. you let me go and i cried more and you hugged me again. what is wrong with me? my emotions are so messed up... i love you.
Text at 2:15pm- is there anyway that we can talk today?
(She texts backs and then calls for 15 mins)
Email at 5:31pm- i miss you and love you.