I was hospitalized. Initially diagnosed with depression and anxiety. Then I got hospitalized as I spent a lot of time dealing w/suicidal idealization. I stayed for 10 days, and left on prozac and depakote and 3 years later I'm now taking lithium and seroquel.

I believe I've been in the presence of God, was supposed to martyr myself and other things like that. Also my swings are based off of the weather. I am usually worse during spring and better during winter...

I haven't had a noticeable mood swings for over a month now. (I don't think I am cured, but its managed)