None of my the two T's have ever went into detail about their accomplishments but, I can definitley understand how this would make you feel like that. A lot of times I feel like the T doesn't see me as an equal person because I'm the one sharing all my items from "pandora's box" I'm the one crying and babbling... they are the ones to appear okay. but, apperance isn't everything... everyone has their skeletions in their closet, accomplished or not accomplished we are all humans who make mistakes. I hope this gets better for you soon