i'm not really sure how to word this, so i'm just gonna try to say it the best that i can.
i've been battling depression for over twelve years, and doing treatment for six years. i’m so exhausted and so tired of fighting. i'm to the point that i don’t want to anymore. things have just gotten worse over the past five years, and nothing seems to improve.
i really don't have any fight left in me. i've come to realize this: i need someone to fight for me, cuz i’m not sure i can anymore. but my family is not an option and i don't have many friends. so what the heck am i suppose to do? how am i suppose to keep hanging on??
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