((((((((((((((( jrae ))))))))))))))

Well you are certainly not alone. There is a bunch of us here with depression, some of us are better because of meds and some of us are still having severe bouts. I certainly know how you feel. Its awful. Hopefully you have a Doctor and a therapist who can help. Always tell your Dr. how you are feeling too. Sometimes we like for some strange reason to hide things from our Doctors in an effort to please them. I am like that. Sometimes I felt that if I told my Dr. that I was depressed it would disappoint them. Now how crazy was that?