I always tell myself I wont do it again but then it happends, havent done it for a couple of months now but things are going messed up with my boyfriend and I see my own signs of heading down that road, the thoughts of my children help to stop it as I have heard of people loosing their kids through their actions, I never do it around my children but my family have said this will happen if I do it again, oooh god so if I need to release then what can I do, do it and hide it as I have in the past and store my medicine cabinet with steri-strips and bandages to fix what might occur...I never mean to do it! It just happens