Yes I'm on anti depressants. Waiting to see t. I was good this morning and I feel so angry rage in fact. I feel like I want to lash out.

And now I'm questioning myself is there something else wrong with me? Am I doing this for attention? Can I just snap out of it if I try? Am I making my symptoms up to get attention to blame the mistakes in my life? I don't understand why I would do this.. I have great friends. Great family apart from her At the moment. 2 great kids.

Surely I shouldn't be feeling like I do. And surely I wouldn't need to make things up about the way I feel and for acting like I do