I attend support groups and church groups throughout the week...yet nothing is available on the week-end..I am very dependent on these groups...found myself crying the whole weekend...there is a center open from 5-9 on the weekend..I am thinking of volunteering my time there..where those with mental illness help those who also have mental illness...I am beginning to feel better, I dreampt many things last night..missing my boyfriend very much..but my dreams showed me there was more bad than good in the relationship....so i woke up, finally feeling ok on my own, less lonely...this is my first break-up....it is taking all of me..but I still have hope, hope that I can regain my dignity, hope that I can feel like myself again, hope of recovery...