Don't get me wrong...I hate my social anxiety and I do want it to get better. But I'm terrified of leaving my therapist. Really. She's told me so often how much she likes me. Even half-jokingly, she used the "L" word Yes, this has happened. So I've got this sort of strange intimate childlike attachment to her now that part of me would do anything to hold onto forever.

Even if I know I can't.