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Originally Posted by Chopin99
I really am a horrible person. Who would do that to their own mother? I'm becoming her; depressed and sad or anxious and angry. It's why I haven't had kids yet. I don't want to be my mother and I don't want my kid to become me.
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I don't think you are horrible.
I'm really sorry you are feeling so low. I can see how upset you are about hitting your mother.
It's no joke being a teenager, even in a normal house.
It's no joke living with a parent who can't cope.
I think most people have defied their parents in one way or another at some point in their lives.
So: you shouldn't have hit your mother, but one incident doesn't make a monster.
I can understand your fear of "becoming your mother". I'd be scared too.
But here's the difference: you have sought help, you are being helped, and you will get better.
And one day you will be a great mother.