Like I said, knowing myself, I would probably regret it very much at first. But this is just something I know I wouldn't be able to say in person. I've also implied this to my T, who said that mails, notes, whatever is fine. (I also started another thread on the "note" topic, but currently I think I'll go with an email.) When I told her I might write an email this week she even said she'd look forward to it.

I think she understands that there are things I'd like to share but feel uncomfortable about, so she'll probably be happy if I'm getting it out no matter how.