I wish I knew how not to get embarrassed.. I think it is a part of life, some people blush when talking about specific things, others don't. I guess my best advice would be doing the breathing, focus on your T and let the blushing just happen if it happens, but let your words come!! You are an inspiration! I don't worry about the blushing, b/c I can't even get out the details that I am most ashamed of. Good for you, for wanting to get it all out there!! It will all work out.