i just had the most amazing session with my t, and i'm trying to hold onto the feeling. i have a private blog that i created a long time ago but never really used, so i made an impulsive decision when i got home to blog every small detail i remembered of the session. i read in one of these threads that we should hold onto the good stuff so that when the bad stuff (hate towards t) happens, we can think about the good times. so far so good. however, i'm worried the feeling will fade and i'll start questioning whether the session was good at all, or i just imagined it. leave it to me, and my crazy mind, to start re-anaylzing everything, and then decide that the session wasn't special at all, and that i just misperceived the whole thing. i'm already yelling at myself in my head to stop doing that! ack! and i have only been home for an hour! how am i going to hold onto this until next monday? that's a loooooong time!