Thanks everyone I think I found out last email that I was better expressing my words non verbally so I think that's why I jump to email...

Anyways I will go tomm. Ohhh jeez this is going to be uncomfortable but knowing my T, I will say I'm sorry, he'll say ok and he'll probably ask what was going on and that will be the end of that.

I sensed annoyance in his reply onlyyy because usually he writes silly stuff like hope you find a cute man to kiss or have a Great weekend with smileys and all. But hey what can I expect he's been seeing patients back to back the reads my bs?!

Well we shall see how this goes tomm. I'm actually suprised he hasn't terminated me yet :/