So, what in particular, led you to be medicated? And which repeat behaviours keep you medicated?

I know, I know, I'm asking you to air you dirty mental laundry, so I'll go 1st...

I had been experiencing periodic episodes where it felt like my personality was unravelling. The 1 that happened after my brother's murder was by far the worst The voices wouldn't shut up! I was arguing outloud with myself and 'we' couldn't agree on ANYTHING! 1 wanted to pray, 1 wanted to hide, 1 wanted to slice up my arm, 1 wanted to pretend we were fine and the other wanted us all to die...

Needless to say, I was freaked out, and gladly accepted the pills thrown at me.

Today however I understand it for what it is, my brain going wack when I'm dealing with something REALLY difficult. So these days, if it happens I just try to distract myself and keep busy till they STFU.
Thankfully I have come off my meds in 1 piece and been stable for quite some time

Your turn...