well, we are still beings with a brain.... so you know you should feel something, but nothing comes. No excitement, no appropriate saddness. One is not even sure if they are alive still.

Maybe nothing is not semantically correct, but does it matter? We are supposed to feel something (approprietelly).

What goes through my head? Very little. Of course you have a memory of not always being that way... but at the moment it is all gone.