Thanks for your response. Me, I quit setting goals - because I don't want to commit to anything, I have lost all my motivation, I want as little as possible on my plate. Even the last Christmas season with family - even though I love them all, the biggest hi light for me was when everyone left & it was all over lol

As for friends, I have a few, but can't bear being with any of them for very long. I do admire people who have lots of friends, but I am not willing to expend the energy to develop friendships.

I do believe though what keeps me from depression is, I've learned to get pleasure out of little things.- & I always realize things could be worse - so I'm thankful I'm not sitting in a prison cell like Bernie Madoff !