YES................ YOU can be NORMAL (again) - and YES................... YOU can STOP!!! - all you have to do is to work on the inner emotional wounds that are pulling you in this destructive direction. Hang in there and do the work needed, as to HEAL, and in time YOU will see and feel your self to be NORMAL.
((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))))
LoVe,
Rhapsody -