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Originally Posted by shoez
during the week I had all these things I was "sure" I was gonna do...I was sure I was gonna tell her this and show her that and blah blah blah
today is T...and im blank, I feel so afraid of her for no reason..I feel like when I get there Im just gona say "everythings good"
im too scared. Last time I freezed up so bad in front of her I just "went away" and she was talking and I couldnt answer her..

Im never gonna get better like this.
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I can SO relate. I went through this exact same thing yesterday!! I even started out crappy without saying much. Somehow I managed to tell T I was worried I'd leave without saying anything important and that I would be discouraged. He jumped in an helped me. I'll send you good wishes that you can do something similar.