There is something I have been wanting to talk about in T but I just...can't ...get....the words...out. I find myself secretly hoping T will randomly bring this topic up and I can somehow take that as a cue to talk.

Some days I psyche myself up that this will be the day I finally go there...but when I get to my session I lose the nerve or impulse or the conversation steers far away from the issue and I take it as a sign that I shouldn't talk about it.

I know they aren't mind readers, I just dont know how to safely bring it up (and no way would I ever write it down....just not comfortable putting it on paper).