Awwww ((Fuzzybear)) - sometimes it seems as the saying goes, "we're damned if we do and damned if we don't". I want you to feel relaxed and express yourself as you feel comfortable. I'm not tired of seeing your posts and I'm happy you're expressing yourself. I also see you're trying to be more self caring and assertive - these are good things.

Stick with people who are consistently nice and patient with you. We're all needy sometimes. We also can't please everyone. Its better to let it out, than stifle and stuff it inside. This is one of the purposes of PC - to let members express their feelings. Can you pinpoint what's making you feel this way ((Fuzzy))? Please do what makes you comfortable.