At first, I needed to be there at least each week. I was pretty low for a while. Now that we are back on the cbt schedule, she allowed me to go biweekly because I am trying to avoid taking off from work so often. I guess the sick me really wants her to say I'm not ready, and I don't know why I want to feel this way. Why would I not want to heal? I have a fear that I have become too dependent on my t. I even find that as I leave my sessions I am sad because I want these times to be longer. I guess I will work on calming my feelings for my t.
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