blah.

i am already coming off the high and it hasn't even been 24 hours yet.

now i can't stop thinking about, and imagining, her interactions with her other clients. is she even MORE open with them? it came so easy to her last night, and now i am thinking it's just her personality, the way she is, and i am only a small small part of it. it had nothing to do with ME. i think i put her in a good mood last night though because she welcomed the client after me in a fun singsong way... and now all i am thinking is "wow... if that little moment is any indication of THEIR relationship, they are probably really close/connected behind closed doors" and i don't like it. it almost makes me mad at t, like... how dare she?

what is wrong with me???