I'm sorry you feel this way, but I honestly don't see any correllation between you losing a poker game and God hating you
How did you ever get to that conclusion, sorry, I'm trying to do the math, but I can't seem to get to your answer...

Also, you must think God EXTREMELY petty for picking on you in social situations, that could, COULD be pegged down to anxiety or everyday things that happen, or a lack of communication skills. All of which is quite manageable if given the correct tools.

Do you honestly believe that God has nothing better to do, than mess with you? I'm pretty sure He can't be THAT bored.

Look, I've had my ups and downs with God, VERY recently blamed Him for the death of my brother and father, blamed Him for not being able to find a job, and for being bipolar, for punishing me. N0W, not to trivialize something that obviously upsets you, but can you see how I would come to that conclusion? Those were heart renching, life altering experiences, not social awkwardness and having a bad hand at poker...

I have thus 'forgiven' Him, for allowing me to suffer, and I'm working on our relationship, maybe you can too.

If after all these replies, you honestly believe that God's a petty kid bully with an ant farm, I strongly suggest you seek help as you need to be guided to a place of healing.

Best of luck