Personally I'd like my life to be a little more boring than it currently is. I'd like to finish rehab, find a job that pays enough to live on, find an apartment that I can afford, and live as average a life as possible. I've had my share of excitement, and crisis. I was also fortunate that I was able to afford to travel a lot when I was younger,

If I acheive my goals, I'll be the epitome of boring - a middle aged accountant living in the burbs. But I find meaning in my life in volunteering, in playing music, in knitting, in my friendships, all the ordinary everyday things that I am now healthy enough to do. Yes in a perfect world, I'd like to make enough to be able travel abroad once a year - I still really want to see Petra, but it may take me a few years to regain that level of income.

I'm in a rebuilding phase of my life right now - so ordinary and uneventul, which does not necessarily equate with boring is my goal right now.

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