Young man, I will never feel bad about my life ever again. You are an inspiration to me. I have been through a lot in my life from being sexually abused for three years as a child, being homeless for two years as a kid, being ostracized my whole childhood, and having to come back from a prison stint recently. My life hasn't been easy and it doesn't look like it's going to get any easier. But after reading what you have been through, I am inspired. I wish I had the power to do something for you. I didn't tell anyone about my abuse until I was 17 years old, I know how hard it is to tell. But believe me, it feels better after releasing it to someone. Holding it inside will keep you in a spiraling depression, and it will destroy you. Please, just tell someone who can do something. That man, in my opinion, should not see freedom for a lot longer time than what he is already going to do. Please consider it, I know you feel like you are at fault for all the pain and sadness in your family but IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT. It's HIS fault. He hurt you, and I'm literally crying right now thinking about this, because I can't imagine how he could have done such heinous things to such a precious little child. You deserve happiness, and you can have it if you work hard to get better.