This is probably part of why I am so antisocial. Everyone is so expected to be all happy and everything be wonderful and be joking and having fun, but I hate tradition. I hate what people think I am supposed to do or say and sometimes I do tell people the truth and shock them. But in the end, after doing so, it really doesn't matter or help at all so I do just say "I'm fine", or "I'm doing ok" even though I hate everything in the whole world and wanna die.